Questions

Got a questions for everyone.

Have you ever felt lost?

Not like you can't find your way home. But in the way you don't know what life is anymore. Like what am I suppose to be doing. Then ironically I answer my own question. What is there not to be doing. Like I can be attending school. Be out with friends. Volunteer do some service. Help others that need help.

Next question

Why don't we do all that?

I mean I have the possibility to go to school. Volunteer. Go out and not home watching YouTube like the day before and before that. So why am I not doing it. What is stopping me.  My anxiety my nervousness or just my excuses.

How can I change?

I really would love to go out in the world and change something. But I have heard that to change the world one as to learn to change ourselves. I believe blindly in that. Because how can I go and expect to make the world a better place for my nieces and the future generations. When my I won't exit their fantasy worlds.

Who has heard of Markiplier?

He is a YouTuber. I love his way of thinking in life. I sometimes see myself a lot in him. Syndicate( Tom) is another who I admire. Living his life the way he want to. Enjoying every single day he has to the fullest. I do have to say that I can't trust everything I see. Because cameras are not on them every minute of the day. I just see what they show. But I would really enjoy having just a spark of what they have.

Who wishes for a change?

I do. I want to change. I want to be a better person. Better human, friend, sister, aunt, and especially a better daughter.

Well I hope I left you thinking. I wish for all our happiness. That today is full of joy and colors. Have a great day baes!