It's still Thursday for me. Wanted to schedule a post for Friday. Hopefully its not the only one for that day. I'm listening to my music while babysitting. I promised to do cleaning today. Hasn't been going well. Since I been stuck to my laptop all day. I know myself. I know I might do nothing today. I want to change. I want to be active. I wish that when I read this again. I have done something. I was suppose to do a lot this last couple of months. I confess that not much I have done. I blame myself for a lot of my laziness. I take responsibility. That's a good change. Before I confess I would put a lot of blame on my surroundings. Wish I can change. The things that should change. I know I can't change everything about myself. I gets paid soon.
With this pay check I promise I will invest in my dreams. No more thinking that saving it for emergencies is the way to go. I can't live saving all my money for the future. Will sound hard I believe. I can't be lending my money to my parents. Buying everything for my brother and mother. While I'm here thinking it twice to buy myself a pair of shoes, or a bite of food. Please. I need to enjoy my money as well.
Thankfully I do plan on going back to school soon. I should have never left. My nerves took over me and gave up too soon. I'm planning on fighting for my future. I want a future better than yesterday and happier than today. I want to see the beauty of the world and its darkness too. Because without that darkness one will never know the complete colors of the world.
Well another rant over. Wish all the Bae people a wonderful Friday morning. Search for the colors of the day! Spread your colors and paint the world of your colors. Bye Baes!
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