Gamer or writer?

I'm both. Yet, I identify myself more of a writer. But with gaming, I'm a more active person. My brother got me into gaming. Thanks to him I feel more of myself. I'm competitive, loud and have anger problems. Things I didn't know I could be. Writer is more of a soul calming and fantasy world creating. A place were I can escape. But escaping is not always good for everyone.
     I've learned that sharing and even fighting can help oneself. When one bottles everything they feel its a matter of when, that the bottle will explode. That explosion hurts too many innocent people that love and care of one. Sometimes that explosion does not happen. Instead it creates a black hole inside of one.
      This hole eats you up from the inside. Creating an empty shell. Unable to enjoy and see the beautiful colors of the world. Darkness takes over until it engulfs one. It seems like their is no escape. Unable to breathe or see. Only but an empty shell walking the earth. One is not. Don't believe it or give into it.
     This turned sad very quickly. On a lighter note. Enjoy life. Enjoy those who love you. We have this life for a reason. We just have to find ours. When we do, there will be no more letting go. Have a wonderful Thursday, or which ever day you might be reading. Till the next day my Bae People.