Today

I gotta learn how to live in the day. Stop worrying about the future or the past.

Can't change the past. What has happened, happened. There is no way to fix the mistakes or take anything back.

The future is not here yet. I'm so caught up in tomorrow that I don't live in the today. Besides by horrible habits of being lazy. My day is full of stress on thinking about the future and past.

Today was the second time I looked at a guy. I wanted him to notice me, a smile or anything. I don't know if its my state of mind or that Valentine day is coming.

I would like to find the one that brings me out of the darkness. That supports me yet, challenges me. That pushes me to be a better person. But firstly I gotta meet, know, and connect with that person.