I'm angry. At myself like always. Two days of being home. Tomorrow back to work. Here I am locked in my room angry. Did nothing and yet, like always expected it to be different. How the hell did I think today was going to change somehow. When I don't get off my own behind. All day in bed and now I regret. Angry at myself wanting to explode. Taking it out on my sibling. Making me worse knowing he has no reason to be receiving my negativity.
What am I doing? What am I going to do with my own life? HELP
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