Journal

I been trying to talk to someone about this. But since i'm not able at the moment. I will inform all of you.

I'm terrified. My mother talked to me two days ago. Its official. She going to separate from my father. I'm overjoyed for her decision. It must have been so hard for her. Especially thinking of us. She told me that she gave him a month to find a place and move out.

I love my father with all my heart. He is sweet. But he hasn't been here for us in years. When we need him he is not here. My brother and I got accustom to not relying on him or his promises. My mother has worked too hard for this family.

I'm just scared that my brother will get lost. We have problems with him now. My dad has been the only reason that he hasn't gone off the rails completely. I want to trust him but it terrifies me to death. With our mother and myself working long hours. It's going to hard not worrying about him.

Besides all the worry. I'm happy about her decision. I started writing her a journal about my feelings and thoughts. She is my one supporter of my writing and one day I hope to finish the journal and give it to her as a present.