Update!

How is everyone?
Me? I really don't know really. I'm not bad or very good. Just bleh.

How is the year so far?
Okay. I got so many plans for this year. I really want to focus on my writing and myself. Today I asked for two sundays off this month. I'm glad. Its been a while that I had a sunday to spend with the family.

How is family?
Its very complicated. My family is not perfect and never was. Yet, I feel as things are just a mess. Tension and anger. I worked really hard to control my emotions but I'm not that patient. Things are not changing at all.

Change
I'm taking the first step. I will look for a place. I'm done with the situation. I love my family with all my heart. Yet, all the problems are taking a toll on me.

I will confess that this decision terrifies the wits out of me. I will be on my own. For the first time in my life. It will be me.