I Know

I missed another day. I know.

I even remembered about writing throughout the day. I just decided not to write. What's wrong with me. Got so much running through my mind lately. I could feel myself breaking down today. Thankfully I had work. I got distracted and so my mind went a bit positive. Wish I didn't have to rely on outside distractions to get myself up.

Is it possible that I can allow myself to fall without breaking? I don't know. But I don't want to find out. Only bad thoughts come to mind when I'm down. I can not allow myself to go there any longer.

I will be strong. I will overcome.

I will not allow myself to hide. I will survive!