Mind

Got a lot in my mind.

My mother made a comment a couple of minutes ago. She said she would like to open a business where we used to live. That she was willing to leave us behind. That we are old enough.

Is it true? Because I don't feel old. Or ready. Am I supposed to be? I don't get it. I don't want to see.

I turned her down coldly. Knowing also that she wanted support and a response. That maybe she wants us to say we'll go with her.

Can we? Should we? I lived there 7 of my earlier years. I been here for 13 years. This is all I know now.

What kind of daughter am I. I can't even support my supporter. She been here for everything. And here I am not willing to help in anyway.

What am I doing? I love her so much am afraid to lose her. It terrifies me to even imagen her not on my side.