Its been over a month since I have written. A lot has happened. I wish I could say all god but that's not true.
I got the promotion and I'm officially a manager since March 15. Almost a month in two days. A lot of stress has been added to my plate because of it. I would be lying if I said been great. I wanted to quit multiple times. I'm even debating it now.
It become the stress so bad that I can't stop biting my lips. Headaches and not able to eat properly. And like my boss said. The job is easy. Dealing with the workers and people is the hard part.
I broke down two days ago. Everything seems to be getting to me so much easier than usually. Little things will put me down.
I will continue to fight on. I love my co workers. I love my job. But I also need to love myself.
Lets keep pushing. Lets keep on living.
